I must have really been a horrible person in my past life. I mean I must have been completely horrid. I have been dealt a pretty shitty hand at this thing called life and I thank God for my children because if I'm completely honest with myself, if I didn't have them I wouldn't have… Continue reading Until then…
Admire My heart is aching as I sit here at my desk. Around me nurses are taking care of their patients, having coffee etc., all going about their day with no clue of the week I just had. I've only been here for an hour so far and already I am exhausted from putting on… Continue reading I Admire Your Strength to Know Your Worth.
I want to start living my life everyday happy with who I am and where I am and where I am headed. How do I accomplish this? Well, I need a change of scenery. I want to move. But where to? Well I decided to compile a list of things I want in my new… Continue reading Where do you live?
What is family? As I'm sitting here spending time with my husband and children this Mother's Day, I know that this right here is family. What about beyond that? Beyond the walls of your home, what is family? My parents and siblings are out to dinner. I wasn't invited. According to my dad I have… Continue reading What is family?
Evanescence The closer we got to the cliff's edge, the more rapid my breaths came. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale. I looked towards the heavens, mind racing, hoping that the image of Kuebiko wouldn't present itself again. Enough crooked sinful acts had unwound themselves the past week, and I needed a break. Evan seemed un phased… Continue reading Evanescence
So many ideas are floating their way into my head and it is becoming a chore to sort through them. I know I should stick with one at a time but when I have the kids interrupting me every few minutes, or I have errands to run, or blah blah blah.... Point is... I do… Continue reading Scattered
All my life I have just existed. I haven't learned to live yet. I spend my days doing the mundane tasks required of me by society. At night I feel alive only in my dreams. My pillow remains wet in the morning from the tears of loneliness I let slip the night before. It's unbelievable… Continue reading Reaching