I'm not so sure. After the year I have had I'm not so sure I believe that. You see with everything that's happened, I sometimes find myself wishing I never loved you. Wishing I never fell for your charm, your smile. God damn you with that smile that haunts my dreams and some of my… Continue reading Is it really better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?
Granted, it's been a long time since I've been asked, but I absolutely hate when someone would ask me why I stayed with my abuser for so long. It makes me cringe thinking about all the times someone has asked me why I didn't leave after the first time. The sad truth of the matter… Continue reading You know what…?
Writing prompt: This is week 14 of writing for all involved. Write a post about the week. She was fourteen weeks pregnant when she finally accepted the fact that her ex was nothing but a disappointment, a dispicable human being who had no decency left in him. And it hurt her like hell to realize… Continue reading 14 Weeks
I didn't think about you tonight. For hours I focused on myself and not once did you pop into my head. And I was fine. The past few weeks I've been fighting an internal battle with myself, missing you one minute and hating you the next. I've gone from regret, to sadness, to acceptance back… Continue reading Oh & not to think
I keep having minutes where I miss him. I know it's a normal part of the steps to being a survivor of domestic violence, but I don't like it. I get sad for a minute or two sometimes throughout the day, but I think I've discovered the way to get over that. I have to… Continue reading Taking it Day by Day
And to be honest I could be wrong and I never really thought about it until today. And I'm not even going to say what's really going on in my mind due to trolls however... I find myself wishing this year never happened. I want to erase everything from January 1st onward. But then again… Continue reading Here’s something no one knows
Before you read my post I want you to watch this video. Even if you've seen it before. Watch. Then read. https://youtu.be/gMNsMdnSBIk The first time I saw this I was married to a man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. The first I saw this I was a mother who was… Continue reading Why doesn’t he want me man?