Before you read my post I want you to watch this video. Even if you've seen it before. Watch. Then read. https://youtu.be/gMNsMdnSBIk The first time I saw this I was married to a man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. The first I saw this I was a mother who was… Continue reading Why doesn’t he want me man?
Or so they say. But this life. The one you are living right now. This one you get one shot at. How have you done so far? Have you accomplished all you hoped to accomplish at this time in your life? Are you on the track you hoped you'd be on? If you were to… Continue reading You Only Live Once
via Daily Prompt: Reach I'm closer to leaving today than I've been in the last decade. I guess you could say I've reached my breaking point. Still, I try to find reasons to say but lately I'm coming up short. We spoke on Wednesday at therapy on what I need from him and it has… Continue reading Reaching My Breaking Point
Admire My heart is aching as I sit here at my desk. Around me nurses are taking care of their patients, having coffee etc., all going about their day with no clue of the week I just had. I've only been here for an hour so far and already I am exhausted from putting on… Continue reading I Admire Your Strength to Know Your Worth.
I've been questioning my choice to stay since before I made it. Am I doing the right thing? Is he capable of change? What does this mean for our future? I question my choice almost every minute of every day. It seems like it's the only thought I have. Am I doing the right thing?… Continue reading Questioning
I feel so confused and lost and lonely and depressed and so so unbearably sad. I keep replaying the events of that day in my head, trying to see if I can figure out where he snapped and I can't. I had no clue he would succumb again. You know what's breaking me right now?… Continue reading Hating Myself
I am the dumbest person I know. After repeatedly telling myself that if he were to ever hit me again I'd call the cops and leave.... I didn't. Nope. I didn't leave, didn't call the cops. Instead, I tried to talk to him. He ran. So I did a little searching (an angry wife is… Continue reading Dumb.. Dumber.. Dumbest.