I’ve spent most of this year learning to be patient. It wasn’t easy and to be honest I’m pretty sure I’m still learning. It’s not easy and I don’t really like it but the point is I’m trying. I’m trying to do what’s best for my children and I. To be honest, making decisions terrifies me. I’m always afraid I’m making the wrong one.
I have much to decide upon in the next few weeks but for once I’m treading lightly and taking things slow. Who knows what will happen but at the end of the day it’s my decision. My choice. No one else’s. For once I don’t have to be afraid of what someone else will say.
I’m free. Or at least I’m trying to be.