And to be honest I could be wrong and I never really thought about it until today. And I’m not even going to say what’s really going on in my mind due to trolls however…
I find myself wishing this year never happened. I want to erase everything from January 1st onward.
But then again I don’t. Because I’ve never in my life felt so independent and strong. I never thought I’d take the steps I have. I never thought I’d be this.
I love me, for the first time in my life. I’m holding on to that feeling. When the days get tough and the nights are long I remember this feeling.
So even though my years has been drenched with bad, there’s some good that came out of it.
I found me.
I got safe with my children.