Everything is black around me. I'm lost in this space of emptiness that consumes my every waking moment. I can't breathe. I can't live. I can't be. I want to run away to some far off place where I'm wanted and needed and appreciated. Where people are less judgemental and more understanding. I'm so scared… Continue reading Lost and alone.
I'm done. Tired of being around family who doesn't want me there. Tired of being in an abusive relationship where I'm the only one who cares. Tomorrow is the day. Tomorrow I'm packing up all the kids clothes and my stuff and some toys and I'm making the trek to grandpas. At least I know… Continue reading Here we go.
The sky is gray So am I. It is filled with ominous clouds So am I. The wind is cold So am I. The world is bleak, black, and empty. So am I. It is lonely here. So am I.
What is she to do... When she's been called names so much that her children think it's ok to call her them too? What is she to do... When a simple thank you is all it takes but she never gets it? What is she to do... When she constantly tries to do what is… Continue reading What is she to do…?
What is family? As I'm sitting here spending time with my husband and children this Mother's Day, I know that this right here is family. What about beyond that? Beyond the walls of your home, what is family? My parents and siblings are out to dinner. I wasn't invited. According to my dad I have… Continue reading What is family?
I see you lurking in the shadows of my soul, waiting for the moment to strike. I'm desperately trying to fight you off but your grip is firm. Tonight, my will to keep you at bay feels stronger than you. I seem to have found the strength to fight you off, at least for one night.… Continue reading Until We Meet Again.
3. If you were to take a class to learn a new skill – what would that class be? Why? Have you ever just watched someone play the piano? Forget the music for just a second, I'm talking about actually watching the way a person plays the piano. The way their hands tap the keys… Continue reading Until Then.