If only I knew how to play an instrument.
I’ve realized I’ve come too far
Can’t turn around and back down now
I’m just so broken. So beautifully broken
There’s just so much one heart can take
I love you but it’s a little too late
Time to say goodbye for now
Though it could be forever.
There’s no turning back once we part ways
And take our separate paths
Knowing that its just so wrong
But feels so right
No matter how much we fight
It’s a bond so strong we’ve had for so long
Now the strings beginning to fray
Tired of trying tired of crying
Tired of making excuse after excuse
Tired of living my life for all the wrong reasons
Tired of living it all for you
I want what I deserve even though that may not be you
I want to have the best for me
I want the best for you too.
Once upon a time so so long ago
A girl had a dream a vision
Made a quick decision
And changed her life indefinitely
Sometimes I sit at home and wonder
if while I was young I knew how my life would become
Wonder wonder would I change?
Would I do all things the same?
Would I take a different path or two?
Would they all lead me up to you?
God puts people in our lives for reasons far beyond the scope of our understanding
And I don’t know how to shake this feeling
It comes around every time you’re screaming
Every time you say I’m just not good enough for you
Feeling so sad
It’s to the point where I’m not even mad