I haven’t been writing and reading and I hate it. I’ve been feeling so low since the other night. I can’t seem to get out of this funk. I’m tired all the time, I can’t sleep, I have very little appetite, and smiling just hurts. I want more than he can give me. He can’t see how wrong what he did was it seems. I’m tired of waiting for change. I’ve come to realize that it’s time for me to make the change. I have to go. I can’t go drastically. I need to think this through and find out more information on seperation or divorce or custody or whatever else I need to know. I need to do it soon.
I’ve been so preoccupied with my thoughts and my best friend being in the hospital that I can’t seem to pay attention to whats right on my screen. So here is my apology to you for not writing or reading. I hope I’ll be back to myself soon.
I miss me.