Sorry. Positivity can only last so long in my life.
I just need a break. A moment of peace. A place to collect my thoughts and fulfill my dreams.
I just need a valley where I can think. Where I can sit and achieve anything.
I just want to breath in the salty sea air. Re-energize and re-group.
I just want a day of no misfortunes. A day too good to be true.
I live my life in a shadow. Always chasing away my dreams.
I live for today, not tomorrow. I live despite what it seems.
Maybe I’m just surviving. Maybe that’s the key to it all.
Or maybe I’m missing something.
I want to live happy. I want to be free.
When will the light shine on me?
—- So I got an interview for a day position at my job. YAY go me… But I cancelled. I was thwarted by the fact that daycare is going to cost a whole paycheck a month. Ugh….. sigh.